Thursday, May 05, 2005

I was inspired tonight as I read tyler savages blog that I too should write in my blog. Again it has been a horribly long time since I last wrote, but I feel that the anticipation keeps you coming. Or it makes you give up, who really knows.

So I am sitting up at 2 in the morning thinking on the events that have been happening in my life. And I realize how amazing the Lord is to me, I am blessed beyond words. Thank you Father for everything, I couldnt thank the Lord enough, EVER! Its astounding. But aside from that, Monday I go to florida...I am so excited!! This will be the beginning of the end, I will be able to soon say that I am no longer in a long distance relationship, because the Love of my life is moving here! I will be going there to help him pack and then I will be back in dallas for about a day and then Im off to camp. Another thing I can hardly wait to be at! The overflow of Gods hand this summer is going to blow me away again, and I cant wait to be taught...To see the little lives the Lord is going to put in mine this summer and to see what those girls are going to teach me is so exciting. I do have to say that I am going to miss alot of people while im there. I feel like I am so on the outside with people these days, I think its one more part of growing up and i don tlike it. People getting boyfriends or girlfriends, and then suddenly they are just gone. Im sure I am one of these people and part of me is sad, because now that we are blessed to have this other person in our lives, I find that the people who were "the other person/people" are just not there like they used to be. So one thing I will miss terribly are my roommates, my sweet amanda and her sweet boyfriend jake, brian, tyler, sara, and jessica. All the summer fun stuff that we get together and do that might not happen because we are all older and in school. Its just such a bittersweet moment in life. So many things changing, and its so exciting and new, we are all growing. But then its different, friends arent the same, and time gets thin. But where would we be without change, we would be no where. We must change, and find the joy in it all! Im so excited for what is to come, but I will never forget what has happened, it has made me the person I am today and I dont regret any of it! Thank you all for being apart of it! I love you guys more than anything!

Rachel blogged at 2:11 AM
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